My Life, My soul
Who : Me
What : Abondoned Life
When : 02.07.1990
Where: In her heart
Abandoned Soul
Thursday, June 18, 2009
.....con....fused....
I dunno, I dunno why am I feeling this way, so confused, so frustrated...
My life been perfectly alright...at least on the surface. I been thinking, thinking a lot, i dunno whether i should say it but things kinda change...inconsistency here and there...of course too consistent, others will call you 'No life'
I feel confused, just what the hell had happen??? I'll just keep asking myself this question until someone or something assure me that nothing is wrong. I dun want to keep running away from ALL this problems, I wanted to face it and solve them one by one...I just got to stop screaming for help...no one's able to help me to solve all this problems cos only ONLY me that understand what is going on...
I wanted to space out, but the more I wish, the more thoughts is flowing through my mind...i can't slp neither I can concentrate, these thoughts just struck me from no where even during work and training...
I'm afraid, I wanted to run...but it's not going to help...how am I going to solve all these problems, I'm sure that once all these problem is solved...two scenario will happen...I won't have anymore mental jam...or it will get worst than ever...there won't be such things like...in the middle...
I sometimes dun even know wad am i doing...
ARGH!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!?Labels: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
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