My Life, My soul
Who : Me
What : Abondoned Life
When : 02.07.1990
Where: In her heart
Abandoned Soul
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Stress Management
CT CT CT CT & CT...
Guess this will be the two letters that most poly students will see in this 2 week, and oh gosh...mine CT is in 1 - 2 weeks time...OMG...why...? Cos i haven even prepare yet, maybe somewhere in myself tell me not to even bother abt it...
Let me see, i got 4 paper, Avionics System, Flight Theory, MPI & DCNT...
Flight theory seems quite simple before...but not now...COS BLARDIE ECE CHANGE THE PAPER TO CLOSE BOOK TEST...*DANG*
okay, next, Avionics System...A full multiple choice questions paper...i dun like it...cos I'm always lousy at multiple choice.
MPI: WORST OF ALL PAPER IN THE 4 MODULE, yea...even though it's all on programming...but it's a mixture of DEL...GOD KNOWS HOW I WILL SCORE FOR THIS PAPER...
DCNT: YA YA...the same kind of paper as last semester...Telecommunication...Wavefore here and there...y not the last few chaps...so interesting...filled with Internet-working stuff like...IP, UTP, HTML and DNS...
okay...holidays...after the CTs...feel like that is soooooooo much things to get it done...especially my training and ______ (fill in the blanks by myself).
No more trouble for I&E, AGM and clubs...feel like a big big responsibility is bring down from my shoulder...*phew* But...i still got other plans for the club...heh heh.
I need $$$ and Time now...i just hope tat there will be 48hrs a day...so tat i can work on sitex this week + studying and training.. =D
*note: Today training sucks...*BOO*Labels: CT CT CT
inOUR world
Sunday, November 9, 2008
UNLUCKY
Dun know y leh...hav been damn unlucky recently...
too many tings happened in a short period of time...in fact too many to explain...got no mood to do anytings...
and HOLY...TML IS MTHLY SHOOT...jia lat.
some conversation today remind me of ___
these tots just keep repeating and repeating...i keep saying tat same ting to myself... hav i really totally forgetten...? or just buried somewhere deep inside my heart...
I dun know...and i nvr 1 to to know...
some of my friends say...i been too focusing on my work recently and i nvr notice any ting beside me...maybe to them i am too busy...
to myself...maybe i been subconsciously to numb myself from other tots...turning myself into a work machine...make myself to escape from the reality...trying not to be a fallen again...
I confuse inside...especially ___. But now...i just want to focus on my work...trying to be saint...
SAINT TRAINING IN PROGRESS...
[Art of Life]
I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart.
In the pain, I'm waiting for you.
Can't go back, no place to go back to.
Life is lost, flowers fall, if it's a dream, now wake me up.
If it's for real, just kill me.
I'm making the wall inside my heart.
I don't wanna let my emotions get out.
It scares me to look at the world.
Don't wanna find myself lost in your eyes.
I tried to drown my past in grey.
I never wanna feel more pain.
Run away from you without saying any words.
What I don't wanna lose is love.
Through my eyes time goes by like tears.
My emotions losing the colour of life.
Kill my heart, release all my pain, I'm shouting out loud.
Insanity takes hold of me...
[Art of Life]Labels: madness
inOUR world
Sunday, November 2, 2008
BROKE
WAH...SO LOONNGGG I HAD NOT BLOG...LOL
It's been like after 1 freaking mth for not touching my own blog...? Just too bz with school stuff, committee and SHOOTING...
YEA...I HIT 533 last mth...i just need 7 pts more to hit a 540...and maintain it...
I need more training this coming week...COS MTHLY SHOOT IS NXT SUN...OMG...so fast...LOL
And wad tat means...i have to pay 12bucks for training and 5 freaking dollars for the mthly shoot...and i will be like spending...1/3 of my pocket money on tis coming week...
Been doing nth since yesterday...yes...i dun know y...but seems tat the 'FUN' part of AE still not starting...or just tat i'm focusing too much on other tings...
Nothing is running through my head now except wanting to get myself more hype up and drive to do tings...and seems tat somehow i lost interest in many tings in my life...perhaps it's my financial status...tat affect me...
eversince the hols...just keep on tinking...$$$$$$$$$$$$....how to earn more $ to keep my life as usual..but in the end...i SCREW UP...hahaha...
No great music, no great movies...life in SG is getting more and more boring for me...there is nth except food in SG...and everyting else...the requirement for u is : LOADED WITH $$$
Wad else i need in my life now...? seems tat i got all my needs except $$$...for WANT...I GOT ALOT...to many to list out in fact...
I'm dying to get some entertainment with my friends...but at most we can do is..movies, pool-ing, EAT and Mahjong...c...SG ENTERTAINMENT IS LIMITED...
I GOT SUGGESTION FROM OTHERS...but...i want it to be FREE...no need to pay a penny to enjoy myself...is there even such ting in SG...?
ANY1 out there want to sponsor me... MY EXPENSES...perharps...some1 who can print notes 1... :P
wahahahahahha...Labels: 1 mth
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