My Life, My soul
Who : Me
What : Abondoned Life
When : 02.07.1990
Where: In her heart
Abandoned Soul
Monday, September 1, 2008
REFRESHED
HIIII ALLL...it's been quite long ever since i last updated my blog...
Just finish my NIKE+ human race yesterday...and I'm super tired now...yesterday feast seems not enough for me...i WANT MORE !!!
I tink i should spam junk food soon... :P
Nothing special happens today...and as always...normal and boring...since i can't find any job...i tink i gona rot at home everyday again...ARGH....I HATE TO ROT...
Hmm...been tinking about her recently...confused...wad should i do...? Tell her about how i feel abt her...or just remain silence...? I GOT no idea...!!! Maybe...it's just that i dun have to courage to tell her...and sub-consciously...i been avoiding that topic when she is around...or act as if i dun care about her... i dun like this kind of feeling...i feel like as if i am destroying myself, my heart... I tried opening my mouth...but it feel as if i should not say it or it's not the right time for this topic...
I really wish to be together with her...
keep her accompany all the time...cheer her up when she is sad...show my concern to her... shower her with love...
I dun have the courage to tell her
I dun have the courage to face wad is gona happen if she dun accept me
I dun have the courage to face wad will happen to our friendship...will she hate me after that...?
I really dun know...can any1 tell me wad to do...?Labels: crush, refreshed
inOUR world
