My Life, My soul
Who : Me
What : Abondoned Life
When : 02.07.1990
Where: In her heart
Abandoned Soul
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
getting back
Just when i tot i am refreshed...i realize that not been very productive recently...not in shooting, not in work, not in many things...
Today...it's just really not my day...i got so many things in my mind right now...but i just can't spell it out in words...not a single word...
I am just like a super busy man today...Cityhall in the morning, School in the noon then Range for training in the afternoon...Dinner near my house, after that met my friends to pass him somethings ...reach home ard 11p.m. *Phew*
And...i wasn't really myself today either...dun speak much...sort of EMO today...dun know y...maybe i am just too tired to say anything...or i just feel too restless...i want to slp...to forget everything...
Sometimes i just really want to sleep through out the whole day to forget everything...including myself...but i know...i can't do that...
I really wonder...how perfect can i be...? Yes...i know...even superheros need a break...but what are the things that can refresh me mentally...? I am not like any other superheros in Marvel or DC. I am just a normal guy wanting to have some normal life...sometimes i really envy those who are so carefree all the time...
Ya...i know...being too carefree all the time it's not good...but human do need sometimes to destress/relax...or else...u will end up being crazy...
With the things i had in mind now...playing games, surfing net, listening to music, watching movies, sleeping..can't help shaking all those things off my mind...i may even end up bring paranoid...hahaha...
So of my friends envy me...saying that i almost have every thing for my current life...but...if that's really the case...i won't be posting this right now...having almost everything does not mean hav EVERYTHING...but the thing i does not have right now...it's also the most important thing i need now...
I just can't help shaking off the thirst for the things i earn now...it's not some things that can be describe using words...i really wonder...it's there anything i can do to pull myself back...? I won't fall but...i want to get back to my old self ASAP...Labels: refreshed?
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