My Life, My soul
Who : Me
What : Abondoned Life
When : 02.07.1990
Where: In her heart
Abandoned Soul
Friday, August 22, 2008
YAY...
Finally...exam over...
Today ACDA was 1 hell of paper...few of the question that came out...none of us have come across it in the past year paper...so...ALL BUANG/CHUI/HOLY....
ya...after the exam...i am still jobless and as always bored...no games in this world keep me playing everyday...not even my favourite Final Fantasy series
Oh...and also not forgeting Nike+ next sunday...10Km...erm...i tink i gona take 1.5hrs...LOL
ya...but actually after that...the very 1st ting 1 want to do is...EAT JUNK FOOD LIKE "TOOT"...been controlling my diet for like the pass 2 months...never touch junk food, fried food and even tibits...
And i going to start training for AP again...going to hit the target i set...though i dun hav any idea how am i going to achieve that...:PLabels: shooting, start hols
inOUR world
Monday, August 4, 2008
THOUGHTS
Hmm...been thinking alot lately...
My life, my study, my holidays and my shooting
It's been like...almost 1 and 1/2 years since i enter poly, studying in ECE and just get posted to Aerospace electronics, someone told me something that make me think so much for these few days.
2 years ago, i started thinking about my own life, that was seriously stressful enough for a secondary student especially for a sec 4 student who is preparing for his 'O' level. I started off think what kind of path i should follow in the future; Polytechnic or work hard for JC. But what stressful for me is, being born in this kind of elite family, my result is constantly compared with how my cousin did in the past. I am really sick of that kind of stress that my parent and senior gave me.
In the end i sort of fall into the 'SUA la' category...heck care everything and just 走一步看一步. But when the 'O' result is release, it was stuck in the middle...not too good and not too bad...and do some reflection on myself...why did i fall into that 'SUA la' category...i realize that i should not be bother how others look at me(including my parents) and just focus on what i should do and what am i doing now.
And i started thinking what kind of course i should go in poly or should i just follow my buddy...MI...in the end i choose to go into poly (ECE) as this course provide me with 4 more option after 3 semester of foundation building. At that point of time, i am still not mature enough to think of my future, and i dun 1 to leave any regrets behind...
But 2 years later, i just made up my mind to fight for AE and that someone told me no matter what you do now still will not reflect on your future...if it really does reflect on your future that is no guarantee that it will keep for long...all you have to do is put in all your effort on what you do now so that you won't leave any regrets behind...some more at the age of 18...we still have long way to go in life...no need to rush through what you can do or you can achieve in the future.
The future is always crave out by your own hands today...and what you did in the past, whether it's a mistake or not, you will always learn something today, that's y it's also call the 'present'.
I sort of woke up after listening to what he told me...asking myself...in this 1 and 1/2 year in poly, have i really put in all my efforts for what i wanted to achieve...? even though making my way through into AE...what is my aim or goal in my life...? I am confuse and lost...
What should i do during the holidays...? Rest to get my momentum back or should i go work for $$$ while improving my skill in shooting...? Or think through about myself...try to set a goal for my life...?
No drive to do anything...not even thinking of training...after this upcoming exam...i really got lots of things to think through...my life, my study, shooting...Labels: self thoughts
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Friday, August 1, 2008
Aerospace Electronics
Hurray...finally got our curriculum option result...got it in the afternoon when Da Jie say that the sch had notify us by email...so i just sat dwn at the lib computer while others are printing the revision paper...
While i was typing my username and password...i was so nervous...thinking what should i do if i never get the choice i want...as i click on the mail...waiting the page to load...my heartbeat went faster and faster...after it's done...i saw that i was posted to AE...(YES...THE CHOICE I RANKED THE 1ST). Felt so relieve after seeing that i got into AE...
Ard 4-5 pple in my class was posted to AE...and most of them go into TP...including some of my ex-classmates
TML...I can celebrate and party...but also not forgetting the upcoming EXAM...Labels: Option
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